Please don't try so hard (to say Goodbye)

Honestly I wish there is someone out there who could make me go on and hear me cry.
Someone who can make me verbalize out how I really feel inside.

I'm sorry that if you are not the one, don't make me try to even SAY it out cos fucking damnit I cant and I dont and seriously you won't be that one if you aren't.

No matter how strong I am @ your superficial sight, I still tear at night. I still cringed when loneliness engulfs. I still cry myself to sleep.

Just because you don't see it, it doesnt means it dont exist.

Question.

Does disappointment occurs when things fail the way they were or things now change and expectations should be re-adjust?

Question.

Does life always have to be more excrutiating the day after?
No.Ain't referring to technically tomorrow but when you think backwards, does your yesterday seemed happier?

Question.

Is verbal communication really that vital? If without the ability to speak one day, is it possible not to find someone who can speak to you?

Question.

Is insecurity just a lack of confidence or a result of someone's work?

Question.

Is every emotion just a state of mind or we make it physical?

Question.

Did soured things recovered or really you think so only?

Question.

Are things beautiful just yesterday or the things we have today turn ugly?

Question.

Do you understand me?

Question.

Do you know how much I cried, why I cried and why I havent stop?

Question.

Do you think I just love to ask things for fun or attention or my stupidity in compliment of yours?

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Did I ask too much for myself cos' I just feel I never have any to last long enough or I am just selfish?

Question.

La ou etes vous,mon Juillet prince?

Answer.

No. He hasn't quite arrived.